I still think about him, I still want to see him when he is back in Perth... I hate that it ended when I was happy... that made me sad.

I am a great person - this I do know deep down inside somewhere.

When will the good things happen to me?

I miss the affection.
I miss feeling loved by another.
I miss the emotional bond.

Days go by and I am getting back to normal/reality - why would anyone want to put themselves in a situation that has a chance of ending in heartbreak?
Safer to be alone perhaps......