I see you are a Legendary Wise Elder in Relaxed mood!

I think it is an answer to prayer that you answered as you have done.

" ... put the paperwork "together" as you need to view it, and then walk away for a bit. Come back to it later, and do another step to figuring it all out. "

Several weeks ago I did that, without your knowing! That means I am now on the point of being able to do the next bit!

Thank you (JD) and everybody else, please continue praying a little bit more if you can ...

I am more vulnerable than I look or than I am used to thinking myself to be. But not as vulnerable as I feel. Or at least in different ways, that don't get addressed while I am over-addressing the other thing at endocrine level.

I got frightened of finding it traumatic dealing with it. Sometimes I have found it morale boosting for another person to be present and 'hold my hand' or at least witness what I am doing when I deal with things. In between times I feel too lonely and then I fear more loneliness. If only spirals could be confined to potato fries

It was even hampering my prayers, now I shall say some myself and then go for a snooze |-.