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it IS scary. It makes me want to quit therapy, right now, right this second. It's too close and too deep and too painful to think of losing someone who means so much to me.
ugh. Overwhelmed. Just going to try to put it away and concentrate on something else.
I will say this though. I'm tired of therapy hurting so much. I'm tired of thinking about and missing T. I'm tired of looking forward to T and dreading it at the same time. I'm tired of walking out of there with my heart ripped open. There has to be a better way.
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She left pieces of her life behind her everywhere she went.
"It's easier to feel the sunlight without them," she said.
~Brian Andreas
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