I am freaking out.....total panic mode....This is NOT how I expected to be feeling.

I just sent T an email saying that I'm feeling really, really, REALLY awful about it...and asked that we just forget that I sent those documents to him. I told him that I'm ok with him using whatever info was useful, but I just want to forget that this ever happened....

ACK....I can't believe how much awfulness is being stirred up by all this.