Thanks....
So I havent done anything different...just didnt have it in me to go somewhere strange and meet people.
T had suggested joining a group .... well the group he suggested a long time ago was a survivors group .... but I dont want to sit around talking about crap ...
I want to just go do something fun ...
the problem is I dont know how ....where do you go to be with people..? everybody is a stranger....how the heck do people do this..
Sounds so stupid !
I am lost.
this has been going on a long time. I really dont know where to begin. I feel awful that I havent got a personal life outside of work (even that is not really social) and outside of my son (he is a teen what can I say?) I dont know anybody right now currently. Just been so closed off from people I do know that I dont know what to say to them really. I hate this.
I hate this awful feeling and knowing that I am frozen and just going thru the motions of work home sleep work home sleep.
I wish I was different.