Thankyou guys for your really good advice, as i have been wondering what to do about my situation. I think in time i may come out about my sexuality, but as you said let her react first than if she is ok tell her how i feel, but if not than maybe it should be left unsaid. But i have felt sick about my actions which have happened recently, and talking to other people who have totally no idea of who i am and who she is has really helped me to just clear my head and think about the situation. I just joined this site yesturday and i was searching honestly things about suicide, and i somehow got onto this website, i am very grateful for you help and you have just cleared my head so much!!