Thankyou so much for your responces they have been very helpful. I think that in time i will come out about my sexuality, but i wont tell her everything and it will depend on how she acts. If she is all ok with it than mybae in time if i still feel the same i might tell her, but i think that maybe sometimes some things are best left unsaid, as i am only young and will more that likely move on eventually. You guys have made me clear my head so much and just think about the situation in such a better light. I was actully surfing the web for suicide related sites and stumbled upon here. I only joined yesturday and just wanted to put my story out there so thankyou for such sound words of advice as it is good to get ideas from people who are just seeing my story. So thankyou so much.