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We have been trying to heal for a long time now. Some days it seems like we are getting better and others it feels like we are falling back down. Sometimes e are socail and a great freind. sometimes we are mean and unfriendly. We can not stop it. We are diffrent people and even with in those people we arnt always nice. But everytime e get things sortted out we are pushed back down. We live with the parents and they are the reason for us to have most of the problems. Right now when they talk to us we have to switch and it hurts. physicly it feels like blood is burning when they talk to us. Why is this? Is this anger? I dont want to be angry at them. Can we heal while we live with them? I want us to have friends but how can we keep our selves from dissoceating in front or near them? Is healing something you can do in our place in the world right now? Thanks for hearing me out.
Hope you all are well,
~Mayple
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I hope,
I dream,
I wish,
for a better tomorrow.....
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