I don't know why, but I am feeling so angry today. I hate getting up to another day, knowing I have nothing to look forward to. I'm sick of living like this, I'm sick of feeing jealous of other people. Other than my daughter, I can't feel happy for anyone. How can I when I'm so unhappy and feel I have nothing? Today I have to do laundry and go food shopping, that's the highlight of my stupid life. But what's really funny is I like wallowing in anger much better than wallowing in depression. It makes me feel alive, it's better than being stressed out and worried all the time.