I used to SI real badly i have scars all up my thigh, from spitting and stabing my self, my friend helped me stop though i have never entially stopped i now bearly ever SI. Most of my friends are wanna be emos and they have started doing chicken scraches (if you don't no what it is, it is where you scrach the same spot untill you have scrached it raw and its bleeding) I asked them why they are SI and they say "it isn't SI if your only doing it for fun and not because you hate your self," Thats what upset me because they clearly no its bad because they are the ones who stoped me, and they are hurting them self for a laugh, they even compet to see whos is the worst. I am scared of this getting worse. They won't let me help them as they see no problem. If have also realized they were implying i hate myself and i don't.

what do you think i should do?