I have bipolar with OCSD. I have a terrible fascination...no, obsession is the word, with numbers. Everything from the radio volume to number on paper must be rounded, even, and preferably ending in zero. I am obsessed with symmetry and have compulsions to quadruple check locks and clicking the remote lock on my car.
I've been like this all of my life (28 now). It finally to a breaking point one day as I was pumping gas a little over 3 years ago. As usual, it had to be rounded to zero. I insisted on rounding from $37 something to $40 (what a great number!). My tank couldn't take that much more gas...it came back out on my shoes, my clothes, and my skin. I was a walking firebomb...that's when I pushed my pdoc for help.
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