you're right, googley. I just went to leave a message for my T but then I realize it was only a week or 2 ago that I left a message for her saying basically the same thing. I didn't leave my message. I remembered what she said last time. I know she'd be like...wtf? Why is this coming up again now? And I don't know. I think I am lonely and let myself get triggered by what other people around me are going through.

so, yeah. I'm putting it away until I see T on Tues. I'll print out my email and decide when I get there whether I want to give it to her or not.