Thanks
I think I was just having a bad night... a bad week.. who knows.
One thing I have relaised it that I find it easier to want back what I have had as it is easier than steping forward and trying to create that bond with someone new.
With an ex, well, there are not awkward moments

I think thats one reason I get stuck..
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How I describe myself:
Honest, caring, trustworthy, reliable and generous.