Hi Mayple,

I think the "blood burning" feeling very well could be anger. We experience that feeling sometimes too.

healing while living with the parents? That can and will be hard, because it is hard to heal from something that you are constantly reminded of, as I'm sure you probably are by them, huh? Oh sweet Mayple and all... I really wish I could just wave a magic wand and make all the hurt and everything go away and make you all magically heal.

However, I think there are things that you can do to help yourselves deal with the hurt, frustration, etc. You can come on PC on get support... or if you don't want to talk to other people about it just yet, you may want to try journaling. Write about your experiences, feelings, anything you want to. If you feel like it, you can even write down icky bad stuff, get all your bad emotions and feelings out, and then tear the paper up into teeny tiny pieces... almost like you are destroying the memory or feelings, you know?

We are always here if you or anyone need to talk, our PM box is always open to you guys. We will never judge you or anything. We will simply listen... and offer advice if you ask us to.

~ Amanda