It's so hard when something falls short of our expectations, especially when it's something we hoped would help us, and instead makes us feel worse.

I'm sorry this thing turned out poorly. But you tried; you are working hard to get through this October, and you are MORE than halfway done with it. There are just two weeks left, and in those weeks you will see T and talk about how annoying it is that this thing didn't turn out. Maybe you guys will brainstorm something else to try before November. You're hungry and tired and need some rest. Take care of yourself tonight, Tree.