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Originally Posted by Kamidogu
I feel life has no hope and no meaning, filled with false belief's and prejudiced people that will only hurt me. No exception. I feel as though my life has been, and still is, pointless. I do not believe I can contribute to society, to family, to friendships, nor do I believe I can find my own happiness, or happiness for others. I feel as though my death will have no impact on anyone. I feel suicide is slowly becoming the only option left, as other choices are being slowly forced off of my list. The only happiness I find is in the suffering of others. I find others sadness, pain, misery, death, insanity, sorrow, and hatred fulfilling. I feel an iota of 'good' in me for having others suffer, and it makes me happy.
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You know I feel like you the first part but I am glad thinking the world will go on without me. It's curious but no matter my pains someone else's pain wouldn't make me feel better. I was quite shocked reading that. I really feel fullfilling to hear better things happened to others to have what to look for. Yes, I would like to see punished the ones that hurt me unfair but even that in an even way so that will be somehow a lesson for them and stop others do that,
For me what you say is like if I would be forced to be in a dirty toilet... I would enjoy to see near me another sh.. too and if there isn't I would start to have pleasure from dirty more the place - you know what I mean. How could that make me feel better? Now I really feel that probably if I send this to you
you'll suffer as I am not hurt and I am able to do it! Is it so?