I get so bitter whenever I see a pregnant woman or hear about someone having a baby. I wanted so much to have a family, but never did. I wasted so much time not doing anything to change. I just get so angry and then I don't care and abuse myself and figure it is never going to change. I'm tired of being my own worst enemy. How do I ever get over this. How do I move on. I can't live like this. I get so jealous when I see couples together loving each other. I just feel like being so destructive when I feel that way. I hate everything and everyone. Does anyone have an answers for me? I can't stop thinking about the past and what I missed out on.