I am joining a group T is starting next week. So I will be going to individual only once per week and group once per week. I'm really nervous about this. I don't know if I am ready to share T and I don't know if group will be too stimulating for me--overwhelming, you know? The relationship is hard enough as it is and the whole idea does make me anxious. On the other hand, I think that if I could work through these feelings and bring myself whole to the group then I might have a chance to heal in a deeper way. I grew up in the middle of five and was somewhat lost as a child. So I'm afraid of being in intimate groups.

Anyone out there been in group want to share their experiences? Especially with the first session?

I don't want to know T's other clients. I prefer to pretend he's all mine.