Oh amazonmom, I totally agree with the others. You do not deserve pain and I hope you have a really surprisingly good birthday! (though I must say, I hate them myself-- you're not alone in that...).
Welcome stargazer29 and griffenfirefly69 Oh, stargazer, I hear you on the overwhelmed... hope it settles down for you soon...

Today was pretty good, despite. There is such a swirl of things right now from very heavy things (a week ago, BF got a felony charge during a mental state of losing contact with reality, and having little memory of it--and we have no idea what to expect, legally or mentally, as this was quite beyond anything that has ever happened to him before) to exciting potential (though major upheaval) that I'd barely know where to begin, short of a novel. The exciting/apprehensive thing is new as of last night. Wow, there are soooo many what ifs right now. I don't know how to feel about it all. What a week.

Psych appt. tomorrow. Couldn't be better timed.