Princess star, I am angry reading what you wrote !!! Its horrible. I am sorry this is happening. Also, I gotta say I would be angry and scared re the cancer. Trying to take care of yourself. And not getting the cooperation you need to take care of yourself and make a living against great odds. That is very anger proviking as far as I am concerned. Also when I feel powerless over a situation it can cause me to feel anger. sounds like you are having less power than you are asking for, regarding taking care of your body while making a living.

Would a well written letter to your top boss help at all? Written without anger of course. Just stating your situation. I would guess that if your boss had any ethical values at all she would be completely embarassed for what she has asked you to do.

Sending huge safe hugs for you (((((princessStar)))))