Thanks for your replies. I am rather melancholy right now. Have been putting up Christmas decorations. I like putting the things out but it makes me feel sad at the same time. This feeling I can cope with, I know it is temporary and it isn't to awfully uncomfortable as long as it doesn't last too long. The house looks so nice right now.
Carrie

<font color=blue>The soul should always stand ajar ready to welcome the ecstatic experience.--Emily Dickinson