((jexa)) i think you're doing great! i've been a little absent in responding to this post, but i've been reading along, and am really impressed with how well you're handling everything. in case you're due for another reminder: you are strong!

also, i think that the email that you sent to your therapist was nice.. i know how important the "last words" are for you, and i think those were perfect (in addition to the last session you had, which seemed to be just right as well). now, just like with the cookies, she will have you in her thoughts as she deals with having to move - it was really nice of you to say something like that, and a great way to "close" things out.

and it really speaks to the fact that things are different now.. the dynamics have changed.. you've grown from therapy (and from your time with your therapist) and now instead of needing something from her, you were able to step up and offer her some words of comfort and support. i think that's really wonderful.