I don't know. I seem to be having some difficulties here. I have had the same psych for flipping ages and have always liked him. At times though I have felt annoyed by his behaviour; and my own if I am honest.

I have always found it difficult to see him as my psych and saw him more as a friend if truth be known. This was partly due to the fact that I worked in the same hospital as him and I guess I saw him more as a colleague. He for his part was often happy to lend me books, he gave me an old computer and offered a lift when I was ill.

There was never any hint of anything dodgy. Despite this I was aware of a blurring of boundaries. In consultations I wasn't talking about my illness any more. It had become a friendly chat.I think he must have realised it too,there is a change in his behaviour towards me. He can't get me out of his office quick enough. Perhaps this is why I feel angry with him at the moment. I feel like I have lost a friend.

I would like to discuss it with him, but Icould end up looking like a right plonker!