Thanks Marjan.

Talking helps me a lot.. gets all the negatives out of my mind.. halts the depression for a moment and well.. makes me realise the truth about a situation.

I have given myself an end date LOL so by then I'll move past everything and more forward.

Sometimes i find that you can learn from past relationships.. I have learnt a few things - not really about me, I am who I am.. but about what I want and what i need (total difference between the two).
I want a friend, companionship and a romance. I had a blast with Louis and wouldn't change anything other than the ending.

There is a fairy tale out there for me.. it will happen when I have no idea it's going to