(((((((((( Kiya ))))))))))
I am so sorry that such a terror occurred while you were at your grams house. How horrible that of all things she should ask you to get that "thing" out of her closet. I am sorry that you have had so many panic attacks and flashbacks about that item. It must have been terrible to be so afraid.
I am glad that you were encouraged to call the Mental Health Clinic or go to the ER. And, out of it all, I am glad you remembered you could call your friend at any time of the day or night, and that your friend was able to talk you down through the pain.
I'm glad you have friends you can count on to help you through the rough times. You indeed are fortunate and am glad that you found a way to get through it without a lot of danger to yourself.
Thinking of you,
Jewels

