(((((((Yack))))))) I am so sorry you are going through this. It sounds like you are slowly beginning to come out of the continuous fear he brought upon you. Good luck and I hope your symptoms continue to subside. It was very courageous for you to go to court. I think you are stronger than you think. I am so happy you had a good day out; you deserve many more. Wishing you the recover you have waited so long for.