(((Belle))) - I just wanted to stop by and give some hugs. I don't have much wisdom to share ATM. Just a general observation - sometimes I'm surprised that any 2 people can actually get along and be a couple. I mean look at most families - they can't get along either lol. I wonder if those matching dating sites work?- where you fill out an extensive questionare and they match you up. Maybe you should make a list of what you really want in a man and be very realistic. For example are you hoping for marriage and kids one day etc.? I hope you feel better soon Belle.