im sorry you hurt youraself - i hope your T can help you - im sure they can - next time you get the urge why not come here and go into chat and distract yourself that way - or play the games here - or post - or read the threads about reasons not to in the self injury boarda t the top
please be safe
oh and what happened to your friend wasnt your fault - it was the abusers fault - youprobably dont agree wiht me - but time wil tel you that im right
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet