I don't actually mind that she has others, as long as when we are together, she is truly with me. That's all I can ask.
One thing that's good is that she has never bumped my appointment in favor of someone else (would probably get to me a lot).
I have told T that I'm so sick of coming in with tidal waves of anger and bad feelings, and going into tirades (why doesn't she boot me?!)
I said, I get the feeling some people just come to you to ask about how to do their taxes. They always seem to leave so cheerily... and then there's me.
T didn't make a sound and suddenly I remembered the couple who had left just before me, his arm around her and she still sniffling.
I told her that I would love to be her most boring client. She got a sort of faraway look in her eyes and said quietly, I don't seem to get very many boring clients.
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