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Old Oct 19, 2010, 01:20 PM
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feeling very alone
 
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Before he left for work, my husband gave me a honey do list:

- take a shower (I kinda feel like he is acting like my mom, forcing me to shower, but its whatever)
- do laundry (2 overflowing baskets of clean clothes have been sitting in the living for almost 2 weeks now...
so I need to fold those, and I probably have at least 3 loads worth to wash and dry, and fold)
- unload dishwasher and reload it

I have been up and out of bed since 7:30 and so far I have only done one half of one thing on his list. (I managed to unload the dishwasher)
But I am so tired, all I want to do is take a nap. Am I just being lazy? Part of me feels like I just need a swift kick in the pants, but part of me has no motivation to do any of this. I kinda feel bad, cuz my husband will be disappointed if nothing gets done, but I'm just so tired. Ugh... I know you all probably just think I am making excuses because I am lazy, but I'm not. Unloading the dishwasher really did wear me out. I don't know why, but I feel like I have run a marathon. I'm gonna shut up now.
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