I have a question about SI. I am sorry in advance if my question is triggery in any way, but its just something i am wondering about...:

Would picking at pimples and blemishes (boils, blackheads etc) - like tearing at your skin and enjoying that you are puncturing and scraping at yourself to remove ALL the mess thats underneath count as self-harm? My mom looks at me more and more often and asks "why do i keep damaging my face?" because i pick at it so much, leaving scabs here and there and there...

Its not that i have BAD acne...i guess i don't mind potentially disfiguring myself because i am ugly anyway.