If I die tonight, at least I know the collage I gave my T is up on her office wall! She said she was going to, but I thought it would happen "some day". But there it is, right under her degree! I didn't sign it. She says I still can but I don't know if I want to or not. Maybe just my first name.

I asked what would she say if a client asks where it came from. She said she would say "a client did it." I told her I'd be jealous if I heard that. I know that Bt didn't want to put my poem up on her wall because of that reason. My T doesn't seem worried about what other clients think. Of course a collage isn't a poem, and she does have a lot of artwork on the walls. Maybe some is from other clients. I never have time to look!

Anyway, I'm feeling kind of down about other stuff, and the session didn't solve anything yet, but it gave me such a lift to see my present on T's wall! I talked in the session about feeling like a failure, and about the mistakes in my artwork, but she said it was all right the way it is, and she likes it. She said "I like you just the way you are." I said, yeah, Mr. Rogers said that on his TV show, which I always watched with my kids. But I don't like myself that much.

I still can't believe she actually put my picture up on her wall!!