Just blah. Achy for a caring voice or an understanding person.
Don't you just hate it when the people around you find something negative to say to you with everything positive you try to say. And they also have that "Just get over it" attitude when you think it's safe to share your down feelings with them.
Why should I try to be understanding or caring with anyone when I only get it shoved back in my face? Why should I try to respond to folks in various formats on the internet with caring and understanding when more often than not, I get my head bit off for it?
I wish I could be more cold and uncaring like many folks I've had the misfortune of being around in real life and on the internet too. Then I wouldn't get hurt so much.
I believe in "the next life", and I hope that when I get there I find caring and understanding people. Just finding people who don't shred my positives and blow off my negatives would be such a wonderful change from this life.
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