Yah I know that it is my insecurities that gets my undies all in a bunch. I don't go to therapy for nothing. Anyway I wish it was easier not to worry about all the things that come up in the t relationship. I wish there was not such a thing as personality disorders, depression, etc...I wish, I wish.

One little side note today in my t session that made me laugh. We were kind of bantering back and forth about something and my t said, Oh I am going to go get that (something to show me on a new depression therapy) just because you are pissing me off. I laughed. Funny stuff. He probably couldn't say that to many of his other clients and them be ok with it. So our relationship must have different elements to it than the others.