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I know exactly how you feel. The only time I have any real emotions is when it comes to my kids. When they are hurt, scared, sad, mad, or anything else....it's very hard for me not to show emotion. Anything other than that...I just don't care all that much. I think it's a coping mechanism...just like you said. I isolate myself...and binge. Those are my ways of dealing with things...and it is causing more problems for me. I am very glad you are taking the steps to help yourself with this!! Unfortunately I can't really give advice or knowledge on how it will go from here. What I can tell you is you definitely aren't alone. Keep us posted on how things are going for you. Thank you so much for this thread!