these days the idea of men just makes me ****ing sick. i mean litaraly sick! like my stomach and my chest hurts, and not in a good way either. in a i feel like slashing my wrist or vomitting way. ok frist thing, 47 % of men say they sometimes fantisize about other woemn during sex. i heard this a few months ago and a lot of thearapist say this is normal and you shouldent worry about it. how the **** can i not worry. i dont want to be wondering during sex with my BF if the prick is thinking of another girl. it,s kind of like you know, what,s the pint of kissing a hugging and pillow talking if your not even really there and paying attention to me. why not just ****ing lie there insted and not do anything. that thing is actully enough to bring me to tears. i dont care if you watch porn or stuff like that, but chould yo at least pay attention to me. i mean sex is like the only time were we can be fully vunrable and in sync. chould you at least pay attention? is that so hard?! i mean you men already know that women are very inscure about there bodies so chould you at least acknowledge us? because you dont seem to any other time, and you dicks are part of the reason we have so many inscurities in the frist place. why the **** are you guys so narscastic. i dont expect much in return, just love and ackonowegment. but you pricks dont ever think of that, do you.