Thank you for your kind support. I hate it when memories come back to me and wont leave me alone. It seems like everything is piling up on me. I am feeling fractured. I woke up crying in my closet , I hate it when i do that it makes me feel as crazy as everyone tells me I am. I am having a hard time expressing how hard things are for me right now, everything that is going on in my life but it does seem like people care in here and for that i am gratefull. Thank you again.