to leave a 5 year relationship that's fine 90% of the time, and the rest is filled with fighting, aggression, emotional abuse, and at times physical abuse.

I'm in such an uncomfortable "comfort zone" that I just cannot do it. I love him! But when he flips out, I get scared. And hurt, emotionally and physically.
I'm 24 - I really don't want to involve my parents and friends are few and far between.

These anger episodes trigger my bipolar so much