Yeah, my parents weren't there for us either. I figure it's the way they were raised; it was a pretty tough childhood for them. They made it tougher for us. Not to mention the extra things.... It's a long road when you face the world alone, so try not to. I'm sure there are programs you can enter without your fathers permission. If you're religious, there is always the religious leader or a school counselor like leed said. Truly hope things get better for you.