dear silentwhisper,

this is a poem posted by another member here (SophieG if i remember correctly). i hope it may offer you some hope. i wish you well. you sound so overwhelmed. sending gentle (((((hugs))))

[begin quote]

Don't quit when the tide is lowest,
For it's just about to turn;
Don't quit over doubts and questions,
For there's something you may learn
Don't quit when the night is darkest
For it's just a while 'til dawn;
Don't quit when you've run the farthest
For the race is almost won.
Don't quit when the hill is steepest,
For your goal is amost nigh;
Don't quit, for you're not a failure
Unilt you fail to try.
-Jill Wolf