I'll try keep people in the loop. As usual, he's acting all macho today, saying "sorry" when I've begged him to, but I don't believe it's what he really means.
If I go home tonight, it will be awkward, and if I stay with a friend, he'll accuse me of having an affair...
Last night he lost it - with his emotional abuse, and then smacking and kicking me. I'm a bit of an emotional wreck this morning.
But I love him.And 5 years is a long relationship.