Hello again...
I'v never lost a child shelley, but I have lost a close friend of mine recently in my arms about two years ago. I'm not a professional although I might think so in my itty bitty head. But I believe everyone grieves differantly. when he died I grieved in a way I'v never grieved before and to this day am still trying to cope with. My friend who's husband passed away didn't grieve up untill recently & it's been two years. a little over. I'm sure that u are grieving, but it still hasn't hit you completely... I'm sure the pain is so unbearable...
you are in ym prayers like I said before... my heart goes out to you & your family...
Praying all is well...

ABOUT THE NINTH HOUR JESUS CRIED OUT IN A LOAD VOICE, "ELOI,ELOI, LAMA SABACHTHANI?"~WHICH MEANS~"MY GOD, MY GOD,WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?"
~MATTHEW27:46.
MY GOD,MY GOD WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?WHY ARE YOU SO FAR FROM SAVING ME,SO FAR FROM THE WORDS OF MY GROANING?~ PSALM 22:1