peaches, do you ever feel like your "outside" life is all a fake? I struggle with this a lot. Like, what is on the inside is what is real, and the good stuff on the outside is what fake and I'm really just a fraud to everyone. My t and I go around and around about it. She says that both parts are me - the good on the outside, and the bad I feel on the outside, but I just feel like the bad on the inside is the real me and everything else is just a mask I put on to fool everyone else. Like if people knew the real me (on the inside) they wouldn't like what they saw and would see all the outside stuff as fake and fraud. Just wondering, as this is an issue my t and I have discussed over and over.