I have taken a while to answer this because I found it hard to think of the positive and not the negative !

But I found one ! I love my kids I love my husband and thank God everyday for having them in my life without them I would be a shell.

Yes they give me purpose to carry on and always have regardless of how low I get.

I had them while I was depressed and am glad I did. I see love from them towards me every day. Even the snert shows love.