Ooooh I am the same way. Relaxation feels very dangerous sometimes. Also, sometimes I have panic attacks when I try to do deep breathing. I think it's a matter of just doing your best to let go. To allow whatever comes up to come up, just as it is, without a struggle.
Easier said than done. I wish you luck!
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