I have to admit that I have been lurking a bit lately.....not signing in....just reading posts and feeling alone.

Other people on the site have asked me how to get to know people here and I say "just post and post away and people will get to know you."

So why the lurking?? It's part of the withdrawal thing I do when I'm feeling down. The more alone I feel the more I withdraw...the more I withdraw the more alone I feel.

Why post about it??? To keep from feeling like the water going down the drain....circling the hole until there is no more.

So, is this "emotional" or depression??