You're right, Gus! We do a lot of complaining here--even me. Of course, we are here to help the hurting, so I'm glad when people do share their concerns. I have to say I'm doing better in my life than I have ever been, overall. I try to keep positive and have a sense of humor. I'm still in therapy and taking meds, but my times between "episodes" have increased, I am able to plan positive activities in my life, and I am actually ENJOYING LIFE! There is hope!