Hi sannah - my therapist knows to an extent what i do, i feel i cant tell her some things as i have always been judged and i guess i just dont want to be judged anymore. Apart from that, i think that therapy is going alright, im not feeling a whole deal better but i suppose that will take time.

Hi phoenix7 - i think i am punishing myself but i havnt gotten to the point where i know why. I think that maybe my past has just caught up with me and kind of blown me over. i hope it becomes easier because im starting to feel that there is no point in trying anymore