Thanx for the feedback on my questions...and everything else that spilled out from my head/memories onto here.

Thank you God for also providing another little "nudge" to work on this some more = my appointment with my pdoc that was scheduled for next week has been moved to this friday So, i guess i try to bring this up at that time too.

(again begins to)

(P.S. Am i allowed to actually print this thread - or any of my other posts/comments in pc forums - off to use in therapy? I'm kinda unsure from reading the community guidelines...)