Hopefully i'll be more coherent after journalling...and rewatching the interview...

Oprah had Tyler Perry on her show again today. On the one hand, I got a lot of detail about ALL that happened. But not much on the progress/revelation on how he's been able to move past that to who he is now...

On the one hand, there's the part of me screaming out "Watch! Listen!" like i should be an involuntary sponge, and soak it all in. On the other hand, the details are sick, a lot of bitterness&guilt is building up again about parents; and i can't figure out whether to be more angry at my family, Tyler Perry's family, Oprah, black people, my friends/peers, or myself for not being/doing better...

What am i, besides a bad girl that got beaten a lot, a bad girl that can't make the fighting stop, and a bad girl that makes everything worse around her

http://www.ivillage.com/tyler-perry-...sed/1-a-291628